Everyone Breaks

Everyone Breaks

Older, yet still so true

Rebirth of clarity

I know that it can seem like I have all my shit together (LOL, I left this and came back to it, read that first sentence and nearly pissed myself laughing).  I don’t even come close, ever, to having my shit together.  However, If I have learned all these things about FMS, then I must know how to deal when the metaphorical shit hits the fan.  Truth is, I have no idea how to handle things some days.  Truth is, I lose it..  a lot.  Truth is, I am as broken as I have always been, I simply have learned some tricks to dealing with it so it doesn’t knock me on my butt every single time.

I notice that when I have reached a state of homeostasis..  I feel okay..  things hurt but nothing I can’t deal with..  those are the good times, and even though I hurt, I…

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About Phoenix Rose

I am a fibromyalgia warrior. I was forced to quit my job, and I spent two years in bed trying to stop my heart with my mind. TWO YEARS. I spend so much time working on this blog because maybe I can prevent just one person from giving up, then I will have considered it a job well done. I am attending university to gain my bachelor's degree in both sociology and psychology. Fibromyalgia is not the end of your life, it is just the end of your life as you know it. Life is still sweet, and we all have something to live for. I am attending University online.. Psychology and Sociology double major. I am not selling a damn thing, I am only writing with raw honesty about this affliction that has forced me to find out just who I am now. Version 2.0 if you will. I know that I went through Marine Corp boot camp and nothing we did there was more difficult than what I now face. I talk about my journey, maybe you read some of my stuff and realize you aren't alone... that is a start. Live, Love, and Fight.

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