H is for HELP ME.. This Sucks

H is for HELP ME.. This Sucks

Rebirth of clarity

I want to know why.  I want to know how it is possible for millions of people to suffer from fibrmyalgia and yet no one listens to them?  How is it that people around me literally think that I am insane and faking it for 6 years now?  I have gained 100 pounds, I have made my husband and my sons have to deal with a sick wife/mother, I never leave my house, I fall down in public, I can’t sleep some nights…  how in the hell can anyone think that I would fake something for so long?

Well, one theory of theirs is that I am faking it so I can stay home and smoke pot.  The funny part about that one is that when I was working at Walmart I was smoking MORE than I do now.  I was so baked all day when I worked there, just…

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About Phoenix Rose

I am a fibromyalgia warrior. I was forced to quit my job, and I spent two years in bed trying to stop my heart with my mind. TWO YEARS. I spend so much time working on this blog because maybe I can prevent just one person from giving up, then I will have considered it a job well done. I am attending university to gain my bachelor's degree in both sociology and psychology. Fibromyalgia is not the end of your life, it is just the end of your life as you know it. Life is still sweet, and we all have something to live for. I am attending University online.. Psychology and Sociology double major. I am not selling a damn thing, I am only writing with raw honesty about this affliction that has forced me to find out just who I am now. Version 2.0 if you will. I know that I went through Marine Corp boot camp and nothing we did there was more difficult than what I now face. I talk about my journey, maybe you read some of my stuff and realize you aren't alone... that is a start. Live, Love, and Fight.

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