Inside the Mind of me.. right now
I write this with great speed, because I shall lose my train of thought any second. Inside my brain, right now.. I reset every 30 seconds or so. It is like a bad acid trip all the time.
My skin burns, and I wonder at the fact that it doesn’t feel hot to the touch. I wonder if I just stepped in piss or if the tempurature is different because my hands and feet are numb.
Typing is impossible. Thinking is impossible. I must rest for the game later. I know I am not doing my homework and I cannot bring myself to care long enough to push myself through. I remember that I forgot.. Then I remember that I am forgetting, then it starts back over in my head.
Shaking hands, quickly now.. before it is too late and I have done a master re-boot. I wonder if I get tasered.. I wonder if it is that simple
Living your best life. fighting the darkness.. fight on.. live to fight another day. Wonder of wonders.. I tried it.. You cannot stop the darkness.. You learn to live the darkness, balance the darkness. No rest, no sleep.. we fight.
Wait.. hang on.. what was I just saying?